.Wednesday, December 24, 2008 ' 2:32 PM Y
waiting for that my "last order"...
merry chirstmas guys!!! xD
have been very tired (mentally...physically and emotionally...) over family matter and relationship... its driving me nuts... =( i wish i can get the freedom out of it soon...
soon going to get settle with that buay gan kia who cost mummy to lose thousands of dollars... causing my family in chaos (like stupid calls and sms from her...) and mummy and me damn angry cause of that bo ga si kia... say lim bei like dog... i make sure whos the one like dog and plk till then... thats the outcome of stepping onto my tail... want to play with me sorry wrong number... you still not up to this level of my...
and i realise that things really start to change from the day you and him come out with that kind of conclusion... especially todays sms and etc... a few reasons i can think of is: feelings fade between us... impact of that outcome too big for you... things really changed... we not meant to be... i wanted too much etc...
but deep inside i know i still love you... however whatever i can do is really too limited... only thing i can do for you now is just to be by your side... thats all...
today i didnt wake up by myself... but the nightmares cause me to wake up... i dreamt of you... but because of quarrel... i beated you... and the place was at teck whye... lols... i really dont know what to say... from the day you two decided the outcome... seriously it affected me quite a lot... i really dont know what to do... but to think that everything between us and my family will be smooth soon...
p.s: you are the only one i can turn to about everything...
2p.s: mp3 as a christmas present from mummy... xD got to get it soon!!!
3p.s: going to get my 1st levis jeans!!! =) by mummy too!!! ^^
4p.s: damn the leo and vpn! -.-
5p.s: save up save up save up!!!
6p.s: disney!!! BEHAVE MORE PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
7p.s: everything back to normal soon...
last p.s: i love you...
