.Thursday, January 22, 2009 ' 1:01 PM Y
waiting for that my "last order"...
the dreams started very sweetly and happily... but why does it ended so scary and turn out to be a nightmare? i wonder does it give me the sign that dont ever try doing this... or it prove something else... =/
dream 1...
was looking for dawn at some wedding event that held at some void deck thing... yes is dawn yeoh... xD wahaha... dreamt that shes my girl... woohoo~! *see why i say its sweet and happy? WAHAHA!!!* but i just couldnt find her... i called her phone umpteen times... she just doesnt pick up... argh... saw that guy... the i-weekly mentioned as her "boyfriend"... -.- i guessed something not right... =( i tried very hard to find her... in the end i saw xue li and dear dear... =/ and what most amazing thing was that xue told me that she saw dawn at upstairs where the bride lived... -.-''' rushed up and talked things nicely to her... ^^ and we settle everything... =) however when leaving... dawn told me that feeling faded a little... cause of that guy... T.T run off and saw this funeral thing at the other side of the wedding event... -.-''' and i asked one very weird question... :x how can funeral held here when we are having wedding event there! and mummy suddenly pop out say why not? when the coffin are being covered... -.-''' wtf? :x
and i woke up... :x LOLS!
dream 2...
at some ulu byebye place... -.-''' i know there is this basketball court... like the one at teck whye... =/ with some friends whom i not very sure who is it... but some guys and girls... -.-''' 1 of the girls from china... -.-''' quite pretty... voice a bit hoarse... guys sitting bicycles... we were chatting about nonsenses... :x and i was telling them how i feel towards dear dear... for example how we met... how i feel about the quarrels everytime... and telling them this time me and dear dear fought again... etc... =/ until this point which i think is midnight... we were all about to leave... that china girl phone kept ringing... but she doesnt want to pick up because its her mum calling from china i think... she say that her mum is irritating... because everytime going to school or after school like 10 plus pm... she would call and ask where is she... hows school... etc... thus she doesnt wants to pick up... so before everyone is leaving... i told her that you should pick up... but she insisted no... and after that one by one everyone is leaving... except the few of us... cause 1 of them want to buy some game card... and 1 card worth 4 bucks... -.-''' and he asked me where can he get it since i lived somewhere near... -.-''' i told her what kind of card is that that worth 4 bucks... then the other guy say that its just for gaming... -.-''' wtf?! LOLS! after telling them i not sure... me and that china girl left together... holding her hand and we reach my old house at teck whye cause we past by the police post area... i treated her like my girlfriend... or maybe a fling... i tell her sweet stuff and etc... but when about to reach my house (the one at bukit panjang -.-) i started to look around... and she realised that... she asked me why i keep looking around like looking for something or someone... i tell her that actually im looking out for 1 person... and that someone is very close to me... (at here im referring to dear dear... :x) as we walk past the void deck i saw 1 group of people selling what crystal shirt or things like that de... some couple thing lah... haha... but i didnt give much care... asked the girl to take stairs or lift... she suggested stairs... and we walked up very sweetly... but my heart is racing damn quickly fearing that dear dear will pop out suddenly of nowhere... being caught red handed... :x upon reaching the door steps... (it look like my another old house at bukit panjang...) i see no shoe that belong to dear dear... *phew :x* then i begin to open the door... (but its this yishun house door and house... but everything is mirror image-.-) the china girl told me that she just hide somewhere ask me to check if anyone is at home... (at this point of time she somehow know that im with dear dear...) i obeyed... entering the house i got a shock... dear dear is lying on the sofa watching tv... :x went over i hugged her... she woke up... and we kissed very violently... :x letting go i told her that i got a friend will be coming over... and that china girl appear at that right timing... -.-''' unbelievable that dear dear actually welcome her a lot... -.- even bought her to my room... -.-''' walked past the rooms mummy still down there having dream talking... -.-''' entering the room... i saw my room being decorated differently by dear dear... all the crystal painting etc... its nice... but weird... and dear dear still ask me to try out 1 new shirt that she got for me... and everyone start to change in my room... -.-''' i feel weird and awkward because they seem like very good friends that can click... and when i turn i saw dear dear changing *ahem... sensor a bit here ar...*
and i woke up... -.-''' LOLS!
typing this just to keep as memories cause this few days de dream i hardly can remember... and i believe if dear dear read this... shes going to either kill me or *tooooooooooooooooot*... ... ...
