.Monday, July 13, 2009 ' 12:08 PM Y
waiting for that my "last order"...
give
me a good reason why should we still be together... give
me a good reason why should we still be together... give
me a good reason why should we still be together... ... ... you dont deserve anymore of this... you dont deserve anymore of this... you dont deserve anymore of this... ... ... this is the nightmare i have for the whole night... everything is so real so scary... in the dream of many people involve... the voice so real... the kiss so real... even the hug and the way talk... =/ i remember the last part of the dream was i holding
your hand real tight... even at the very last min of the dream... and i woke up... my hand is clunch... very tightly... like im holding to
your hand in real life... i realise how much i cant convince myself and
you given all the things i have done... the dream... is telling me and showing me the facts again... the facts that im facing it right now in real life... and its reminding me...
i dont wish this to be a sign for us... a sign that telling me that no matter what we wouldnt get back... because i cant give a good reason to
you... and never will i be able to give a good reason to
you because its the fact that i have done in the past the damage and the hurt... i dont know... i dont know what more can i do... is it just to love
you in silence the only way out now? =/ all i wish is
you to be happy... doesnt matter if the one thats going to be hurt is me or not... really doesnt matter anymore...
