.Thursday, August 6, 2009 ' 11:38 AM Y
waiting for that my "last order"...
malaysian? singaporean? LOLS!remember when on my way back after buying my dinner on tuesday... was having a little chat with those uncle at the market... they asked me this question... mi singaporean... LOLS! they said i have this malaysian accent with me... -.- like what the hell? im 100% singaporean!!! lols... but i dont mind my partner a malaysian... :X LOLS! never mind... =p wahaha... but well well well... my partner being a malaysian will never be lah... cause the one i love is a singaporean... ^^ although a very ang moh pai singaporean... -.-
anyway went work early yesterday to sign form from rebecca... talk cock with her... and with other colleagues before start the sucking work... yes the work sucks yesterday -.- the calls were all shit... nothing much complaint nothing but pure scolding... worse of the worst is trying to help out whenever i can but the outcome is shit and again scolding... -.- guess being confirm is not a good idea afterall... but... i need the fucking money to survive... -.- nb-ness...
despite all the calls like shit... almost cry... superb stress out... im happy the moment i receive certain peoples sms... =p like what me and nazzarei talked about during work... the best is to find motivation... LOLS! and guess shes right afterall... i found my motivation at work... but then again shes wrong in certain point... i dont have my motivation in life yet for the fact that im still waiting silly-ly for
her... yea agree with nazzarei that i should give up if this is not going to work out or not worth waiting... but yea IF... i dont feel this way though thats why i decided to wait... like yy... guess theres someway we are the same or rather similar... then again...
she did mention before that day when we quarrelled/argued...
she cant keep holding on to somethng that
she know would turn out to be nothing... hai... love... its complicated... =/ but... hai... i dont know... its really complicated... im seeing it for myself and at the same time taking in advice/suggestion... =/ guess i should think harder about it again... especially after all the sms for the past few days...
side note:
glad that the lasik goes well... hehe... and panda should change of name to pig liao (but not black pig - justin - stupid idiot!!! :X)... haha... wake up nia go find food... :x but
shes cute in certain ways lah... haha... although still a mystery... but this mystery cause my curiousity... haha... really a challenge... :x
anyway... update again! last mins panda ask me out... WOOHOO~~~~~~ happy happy day!!! wahahaha!!!
