.Wednesday, August 12, 2009 ' 4:58 PM Y
waiting for that my "last order"...
been quite a while since i last update... well... work is a killer... =/ thats the reason why... very tired after work nowadays... i dont know why...
receive no news from
her after play that night for 3 days... =/
she kills every single cells i have... =/ hai... anyway... doesnt matter... cause
she's back to work on monday... =)
sunday is national day... also my rest day plus my busy day... went take care of disney le then went to eat dinner and pray with mummy and didi... suppose to go play at night with friends... but i give it a miss cause im just too tired... =(
monday work was ok... cause as usual low sl and ya... high cwv but sucks after work... -.- quarrel with
her about
her and many things... im tired really... sick and tired of all these quarrel... and each time the quarrel not only kills the feeling
she have for me... also kills the thought of waiting... =/ this quarrel cause me to cab home alone and pay for my own cab fare... -.- how great...
yesterday work sucks totally... fuck the customer really... still ok... after customer was coaching sup... damn... i never felt so angry at work before till i cried... -.- hai... stress... =( and got the thoughts of quitting... but argh!!! i have to survive... =/ hai... at night cab back home alone again... heng got cab card... hai... and jie and some of the colleague still console me... hai... thanks justin... zul... nazzarei... geeta and fiza... also
you and rebecca... =)
didnt sleep well the whole night... having nightmare... =( about work of course... FUCK! :x but argh~ maybe im not being professional enough bah... hai... anyway called up a few tm today... but only bern and rebecca reply me... -.- argh!!! ar well... i shall enjoy my off day like what
she and justin said... but seriously i dont know how... =( hai... maybe later finish taking care of disney shall go lot one to vent my anger at arcade's jubeat... :x hai... work work work... =( motivation not as strong now... =(
give a miss to zouk tonight... cause really totally no mood... =( oh
lady in black... please stop building that wall and in
your own perfect world... =( this kills... although sometimes i thought i know whats on
your mind... =/ this still kills!!!
p.s: i LOVE my new shade and YEAH!!! im getting my contact lens!!! =p
2p.s: this is so broke... money money come in please~
3p.s:
your bbrr keeps ringing in my ear/mind... just like
you... =(
4p.s: sorry that i still cant write it out in proper way... cause this is just who im...
5p.s: i love
you still... but theres nothing much i can do for
you anymore...
last p.s:
you are the reason i smile now...
