.Sunday, August 16, 2009 ' 9:59 AM Y
waiting for that my "last order"...
work life and personal life screw me up badly... and i have been having sleepless night ever since play... =/
had a talk with rebecca and miki on friday... i feel so bad for rebecca about the way she got mistaken by ruzita... seriously i dont know who can i trust now after what happened on thursday... company really make me feel very disappointed... guess this is like what miki said this is an adult working environment... =/
anyway thursday's quarrel with eneida is one of the cause that got this... but i dont blame her and i cant blame her... if not because of my temper... =/ perhaps mummy is right... ever since im with eneida there is a lot of things that i go through... police case... imh... quarrel quarrel and quarrels... and now... what i might have to face is termination...
despite all this... i enjoyed my rest day yesterday with jie and kor and shuting at town... with all the venting at arcade... and the chilling session at plaza singapura's starbucks before i had my second chilling session with only shuting at her house void deck... we all crap like mad... lols... and really thanks jie for treating me dinner and drinks... =) although again there is quarrel between me and eneida... but doesnt matter anymore...
p.s note(s) to miki:
maybe what i have figure about you is right... but i never thought i will feel this pain as well...
p.s note(s) to eneida:
its not me who gave up waiting... is you who gives me no reason to wait anymore...
since you have gave up... i shall move on...
you are the biggest regret out of the 3 relationship i have... cause seriously i feel like im a fool that waits and change... and get all this shit in return when i didnt wait when i promise yvonne that i will...
the day i take my things from you is the day the hatred begin...
utterly disappointed...
