.Sunday, August 30, 2009 ' 3:49 PM Y
waiting for that my "last order"...
i swear work is a real hassle... it haunts me every now and then... =( coaching after coaching... really makes me want to quit... but after the enlightenment i got from jie... shuting and vera... i decided... i shall stay and persevere... first because of pay... second i need my motivation back... (ok! like what zul says miki... :x fuck you bro :x) third because i dont want them to think that this little setback i also cant take it... fourth because of the memories... and most importantly is i really learn a lot from this job and changes me a lot... i will persevere!!! and prove to you fucking coaching sup and other backstabber senior plus tm that I CAN DO IT!
slacked oh no is sleep the whole saturday... :x lols! i jitao is pig i swear im... :x after returning home at 5 plus and lied and really sleep from 7am all the way to 8pm... :x lols! after which went office to get my bibles (ok its file!!!) to study and rot there for 2 hours... saw miki and ivy... but didnt talk... and meet up with zul a while with all her point of views... and blah blah... i meet up with shuting again... lols! just for a while this time... =) and im back at home to watch show... and OH MY GOD!!! RAYMOND LAM ROCKS!!! his concert makes me wanna dance~~~ shuai lor!!! lols! and im addicted to his songs like again... especially his concert song~ aw~~~ xD
going to bath now then feed disney and then work again... aw~ i miss disney and i feel so bad for not spending enough time with her... =( bao bei eh~~~ T.T and i hate it even more that my ankel hurt like fuck! damn~ need a sinseh soon~~~ and i suddenly dread meeting eneida tonight... =/ i wonder why... i dont know how to face her seriously... cause im tired real tired mentally physically and emotionally because of work... school... her and life... damn...
oh and i love having good and weird dreams... lols! like today... LOLS! and yes again miki jie jie is in my dream~ -.-''' wth~~~ hahahahah...
p.s: i begin to learn not to trust... and i realise yes i cant trust people more as time goes by...
2p.s: i thanks vera... nanz... nazzarei... jie... shuting... maggie and zul for the enlightenment and ya... many thanks... i love you guys... =)
3p.s: i hope this regret will be hidden deep inside... after saying the last goodbye...
last p.s: i hate that you arent there when i needed you so much... but well... expected outcome... i dont wish to care...
